Wayson’s Working Binder

I’m not a big fan of the United airplanes I took on my way home to Saipan this summer. There were no in-flight tv screens or even a tv screen in the aisle so we could all watch “We Bought a Zoo” or some inane movie like that. The United app had some shows on it, but that meant you had to have a smart phone and some way to charge it throughout the flight because there was only outlet between two seats and had to be shared.

On the flight from San Francisco to Hawaii, the man next to me, a business guy named Wayson, used it without asking or acknowledging that I might need it as well. How do I know his name was Wayson? Because he had a mega-binder with a page tucked in the front sleeve that read: WAYSON’S WORKING FOLDER. No page in that folder included how to be aware of anyone else.

When we landed in Hawaii, a flight attendant said that if you’re connecting to another island, to take the Wiki-Wiki shuttle. On my way out, I asked, when you say, “island,” does that also mean “Guam”? And the flight attendant rolled her eyes at me like I had just asked which was smaller: the plankton stuck on a whale’s tooth or this Stroopwafel cookie United Airlines tries to make me believe is a luxury. Put it on your coffee! Warm it up! It’s a treat!

This is a cookie, not a ride at Disneyland. This wasn’t smuggled in the cloth folds of a Mercedarian nun’s habit so I could enjoy the fine baked magic from some thatch roofed home in a European forest. This is a cookie from the cookie factory that doesn’t make me forget that I have to pay for my own meals in economy. Even though it’s a transpacific flight that’s over four hours long.

When the flight attendant did stop rolling her eyes so they wouldn’t fall back into the recesses of her empty skull and marble around that hollow space until they landed in the small mass of cells mimicking a brain, she said, flatly, “You’ll have to ask the gate agent.”

I walked into the small, packed waiting area of the United gate and I couldn’t find any TVs anywhere. There were no electronic displays that announced what flights were coming in, when flights were leaving. I saw something that looked like a shuttle outside but I had no clue what was what. It was hot, there was too much and when I looked for a gate agent, there were none to be found. So I walked around, thinking that technology would be somewhere. But I didn’t. Not in the area I landed. I couldn’t find anyone else I had traveled with for the past few hours, even Wayson! How I wanted to see Wayson and his binder and ask something like, how did that working binder work for you and WHERE DO I GO, WAYSON?!

I walked around and found an agent at another gate and I asked, where do I go for the United flights and she rolled her eyes again, like the international sign that I’m taking up too much air space, and said, “Oh I wouldn’t know. I WORK FOR QUANTAS. There’s a TV down there.” Which I wanted to say, nope, there wasn’t because I came from the past and unless there was an installation in the past 10 minutes, I knew there would be no TVs. Though I did love her accent because it made the shade less knifing. Like I was being insulted on a New Zealand soap opera!

So I started to panic. We didn’t have a lot of time left before the next flight and I didn’t want to miss it. My United app hadn’t updated me with any gate information. So I called my sister and gave up on “Hello, how are you sister?” and went with, “BOBB I THINK I’M DYING!” She asked me a bunch of questions, though none of them about my last will and testament and what I want on my tombstone (pepperoni and sausage!) and told me she would call me back with some information. I walked back to the United gate I landed in (they were announcing another flight, not mine to Guam. Not my flight!)

I found a rich couple yelling at a gate agent so I stood in line behind them so I could do the “I’m not listening to this but I am because it feels good to listen to someone else’s problems.” I knew they were rich because the man kept yelling about how much his wife’s sandals cost and how undignified it was to be denied boarding even though these were way too big for her feet and they cost a lot of money. “These are EIGHTEEN-HUNDRED DOLLARS!,” he yelled. “LOOO-BOOO-TAWWWWN!” I’ve never had any Louboutin anything, but they were ugly. Like duct tape shreds around a dirty mouse pad. 

But I get the cheap thrill of announcing how much money you have. Whenever a cashier asks me if I’m paying with credit or debit, you had better believe I am American Idol winner belting out a, “Ohhhh that’lll be DEBIIIIIIIIT!”

Finally another agent appeared and I asked what gate was the flight to Guam and he shot back, “It’s this gate. You’re early.” I called my sister back, let her know I would be on this earth a little longer and I went to the sad Quiznos for a sandwich. But I bought some Hawaiian chips because those are delicious no matter where you are and waited for the next flight to take me closer to home.  

Gym, rats

don’t do this

I redeemed my free personal training session that my new gym offered when I signed up. The trainer seemed nice enough but I forget most of what she said because she calculated my body mass index and said, “Well, it’s in the red” even though the chart was like 1% normal and 99% MOST OBESITY. Why is there even an index when most people are just going to fail? Shouldn’t there just be a body mass circle where you get to drown in the big red pool along and watch the tiny hot tub of healthy body weights that only include your bullies from high school and any woman who has said, “I didn’t gain anything during pregnancy!”?

There were a few useful lessons though, like yes, I should lift some weights since I spend most of the time hamster wheeling on the elliptical and sending hatred to the women who think it’s okay to block off five treadmills with dumbbells for 20 minutes because they “just want to work out together later!” Even though I hadn’t planned on using the treadmill at all—it’s not the point!
We went through some basic physical tests which I did very poorly in because these were based on core strength and not how much TV I watched in the 90s. But this was a gym and not bar trivia. She demonstrated what I should do on a weight machine, how to use the foam roller (which did not collapse under my hulking MOST OBESITY body) and some other basic things I could not remember in my MOST OBESITY brain.

I declined the personal training package at the end of our session because, even though I get it, they want to make money and there’s a special way they can get into my psyche by asking me how I rate the importance of my health on a scale of 1-10 then after I say 10 they can say, “Well if you really care about your health, you can spend your child’s college fund now, but I’ll make you a deal and you can just put down a semester of tuition now.”

For 24 sessions, I could fly back to Saipan. That’s the way I frame money, how much is this compared to a ticket back home? Why would I want to spend almost $2 grand to have someone tell me that I’m still very obese when I can go back to my glorious paradise home and hear how skinny I am? And! I can go on YouTube, websites, and maybe politely ask another lady already working out what’s she’s doing with that metal heavy block something something.

I feel good about the weight I’ve lost so far and the new workout clothes I bought–which is really what this about, filling up the void where self-esteem should be and masking it with stretchy garments that cost too much when I’m just going to sweat in it. 

How is your workout going?

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